uuuuuuuhhIIII think i like this little life 💩

no fr i turn 32 in 2 days lol help me

took a buncha clips to make a lil day vlog and ended up just feeling hideously guilty about it. someone asked me yesterday, “whatcha doin tomorrow?” and i told them i no longer plan my days bc if i do, i’ll fall down a rabbit hole of despair. somewhere around age 30 i burnt myself out so bad by pushing myself so hard, and im GRATEFUL for a life of softness now but it feels so wrong to enjoy it some how

not so recently found this out actually more like 3 yrs ago but i still chuckle about it. my biograndfather is passed, with several sons passed as well but there are cousins out there who do not know im their cousin 😆😆😂 #tea

😵‍💫😅 #situationship