Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

IT’S A...💙💖 @james.marshall4 #genderreveal#pregnant#pregnancy#pregnancyjourney#duedate#october#2021#23weeks#23#weeks#babymama#gastroparesis#epilepsy

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Unfortunately todays reality 😞 #aliya #najm #love #peace #londonuk🇬🇧🌹 #afghanistan🇦🇫 #37 #weeks #afghanbaby♥️🧿 #alhamdulillah❤️ #luxurylifestyle #luxurylifestyle #mommy #daughter #luxurylife

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Gucci #fyp #foryou #foryoupage #fypシ #repair #jam #tangan #sloane #street #two #weeks #service #clapse #lama #old #antique

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#aliya #najm #love #peace #londonuk🇬🇧🌹 #afghanistan🇦🇫 #37 #weeks #afghanbaby♥️🧿 #alhamdulillah❤️ #luxurylifestyle #luxurylife #mommy #daughter #mashallah😍😍😍😍😍 #subhanallah❤️ #bakhair♥️🤲

Bro spawned in 💀 // ib: @Lüh damon (flop arc) // #notcodyyy #cody #real #viral #pov #bro #school #late #lmao #meme #fyp #viral #meme #fortnite #blowthisup #bro #school #unfinishededit #real #relatable #ong #mf #tardy #weeks #edits #povs #povedit #vspedit #bye

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#fyp #foryou #foryoupage #pics #change #perspective #weeks #months #women #male #pockets #bloodvessels #hand #earth #rings #saturn #largestpizza

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#pov : you get new clothes and cant stop wearing them #motelrocks #motel @MOTEL #clothes #ootw #outfitsoftheweek #weeks #povslibby #clothing #haul

November Sale Be Quick! Start Making The Changes Now And Transform Your Life Forever ♾️ #mylifeinweeks #life #weeks #neavo #mylifeinweekstiktokmademebuyit #viral #timtokmademebuyit #neavo #foryoupage #fyp #homedecor #poster #calendar #tiktok #amazonfinds

MY GIRL!🩷 #daughter#mum#mummy#mumma#mama#mumof2#mumlife#timeflies#time#flies#flys#baby#newborn#nicubaby#premmie#nicuwarrior#nicu#born#at#32weeks#32#weeks#premature#baby#to#school#goingtoschool#sadbuthappy#inlove#my#children#ohhowtimeflies#timeflies#CapCut

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#tipoftheday❤️ #asimshah2 #weeks

Are you looking to find a unique pressie for this Christmas? 💎 We have in-house master jeweller who will understand your design. We also provide services like resizing, engraving and giving shine to your old jewels. ✨ . . . #hornsby #weeks #instsgram #jewellery #jewelry #jewel #cleaning #visit #sydney #instagood #fashion #beauty #follow #beautiful #engagement #ring #instalike #amazing #pretty #christmas #wedding #engagement #gemstones #christmas #fypシ #fyp #fy

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Staying away from home for a few days… heres what i packed for craft supplies ❤️ #stickers #sticker #journal #journaling #hobonichi #cousin #weeks #original #hobonichihoe #junkjournal #planner #plannertok #journaltok #christmaspresents #travelersnotebook #vacation #vacationmode #unpacking @JuJuBe Bags @hobonichi @stickiiclub

Have a #cute #video from the #start of #March, #hows is this only a few #weeks ago? #happyeaster #haveagoodday #happylambs #bouncy #cuteness #adorable #onemonthago #lambs #babies #thatface #happyplace #cutenessoverloaded #wiggles #sheeptok #lambtok #farmtok #fyp

Pregnancy is a journey... a very, very long journey. As exhausting as it might be, it’s also an incredibly special time in your life, and no one can blame you for wanting to capture all of the extra moments and pregnancy milestones....... Who can relate? It's a struggle for sure. Especially the 3rd trimester. 😭😭😭 #thirdtrimester #pregnancy #weekspregnant #pregnant #secondtrimester #firsttrimester #weeks #momtobe #baby #babybump #motherhood #maternity #pregnantbelly #mumtobe #pregnancyjourney #babyontheway #pregnantlife #newborn #momlife #fourthtrimester #pregnancylife #expecting #babyboy #preggo #babygirl #maternityphotography #babyonboard #birth #postpartum #pregnancyannouncement

Kawaii weeks notebook ! Which one you like the most? Hardcover notebook #journal #journalnotebook #notebook #kawaiinotebook #kawaii #cute #cuteitems #weeks #journalmaterials #sinmo #手帐 #手帐本

New Arrivals for June ☺️☺️ #journalbook #weeks #dodojam #new #newarrival #restock #cute #dressingsticker #sticker #stickerbox #sanrio #momojam #cuckoo #cuckoocard #wax #diy #bukujurnal #masu #buku #washitape #kl #kualalumpur #ootd #selangor

Replying to @Abigail Acid #checkup #prenatalcheckup #chinesegeneralhospital #cgh #charity #pregnant #weeks #months #fyp #pcos #pcoswarrior #pcostopregnant

Thumbelina Washi Tape #washitape #thumbelina #smallmochi #littlemochi #newarrivals #diy #kualalumpur #weeks #limitedstock #restock #InspirasiRamadan #selamatberpuasa #journal #sticker #explore #storytime

Dear Vendors, kindly put notes on avocados that wouldn't ripen so that I can avoid them. Thank you 🙏🏾 #fyp #foryou #tiktoker #avacado #unripe #weeks #stillwaiting #why #tired #sadstory #truestory #goviral #waiting

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Challenge Packing 100 Washi Tape - No. 16 #smallmochi #littlemochi #washitape #challenge #packing #new #selamatberbukapuasa #selamathariraya #journal #weeks #restock #InspirasiRamadan #newarrivals #newstock #kualalumpur #selangor