Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

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Replying to @mommy_davis2015 #traumaticbraininjuryawareness #jacobstbijourney #tbiprogress #tbirecovery #noteasy #tbiadvocate #DidYouYawn #mybrotherskeeper #traumaticbraininjury

Same, Laura, same. 😭 #liefdevoormuziek #vtm #noteasy #lauratesoro #liefdegegeven #suzanenfreek @suzanenfreek @iamlauratesoro

Replying to @opinionspreader #traumaticbraininjury #traumaticbraininjuryawareness #jacobstbijourney #tbiprogress #tbirecovery #noteasy #💚

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Replying to @Katie Matheny c5.. whoops #corvettec5 #satisfyingvideo #themasters #windowtint #noteasy

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This ain’t gone be easy AT ALL!! Find comfort in the “Difficult” #EenBodyCanGetit #NotEasy #DoTheHardPart #Apple #GreenAppleVideo #Asmr #Eatingvideo #AmaniTok

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We’ve all been there… #iphonex #iphoneonly #apple #callforwarding #whyisitsohard #phonecall #dadmoment #smallwins #victory #epic #noteasy #boomer #oldpeople #hungup #hangup

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Learning how to be a dad all on my own hasn’t been easy at all. Especially growing up with no father figure or mother. But i will always & forever try my very best💙 #DadLife #Father #NotEasy #SanAntonio #Vacations #SeaWorld #TB #dadsoftiktok #singledad #Single

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by #popular #demand #cabcorner #replacement #fairwarning usually they are way #rustier than this #southern #truck #rust is an #enigma to me. #none of it #makessense I'm on a #missionfromGod to make this #dentside #greatagain with any #luck there should be #paint on this before #Valentinesday just in time for Jim to fall in #love with this #shortbox all over again #autobody #welding #bodywork #jimsf100 #f100 #ford #rustrepair #replacementpanel #bodypanel #rustyshit #rust #fixedit #fabrication #metalwork #fixit #welditup #weldingtips #skills #likenew #betterthannew #nailedit #onthetittties #sendit #f100custom #viral #loveit #restoration #classsiccar #oldford #fire #educational #learnsomething #time #paitence #rustybitch #noteasy

#Reunited #Respite #WorkTrip #Advocate #Sister #Family #FamilyCaregiver #FamilySupport #Thankful #Grateful #HardWork #NotEasy #48Hours #Away #Grandma #LifeWithGrams #MissedYou #TikTokGrandma #Caregiver #Caregiving #Alzheimers #Dementia #DementiaCare #AlzheimersCaregiver #GrandmasCaregiver

7 years as a full time caregiver, I have learned so much through research & expierence. This journey is hard, lead with love. #LifeWithGrams #Grandma #Dementia #Alzheimers #Awareness #Support #Community #Care #Caregiver #Caregiving #Family #Love #7Years #DementiaCare #DementiaAwareness #Aging #ElderCare #Tips #SleeplessNights #GoHome #Packing #NotEasy #SoHard #Grief #Frustration

Replying to @Life with Louie 💙 gastric sleevd is serious surgery and is not to be mistaken for easy , as trust me it is not the easy way out #education #gastricsleeve #surgery #noteasy #notaseasyasitlooks

Ustedes sí me comprenden verdad? Una trata de arreglarse y no es fácil y se complica! Y en la moto más! 😅 🎥 @Arnold Hemkes ❤️ 🏍️💨🥰 #complicado #labellezacuesta #motos #belleza #dificil #humor #complicated #beauty #motorcycle #motogirl #noteasy

Hid the commenter because I know you guys mean well! But it’s ALL a struggle with NO simple solutions. 💜 #dementiacare #caregiverlife #dementia #caregiver #endalz #patience #alzheimer #mama #dementiaawareness #dementiajourney #cna #dementiacaregiver #motherdaughter #family #memorycare #love #memorycareunit #patience #ournewnormal #seniors #funny #laughter #newnormal #makingthebestofit #foryou #nurse #foryoupage #laughteristhebestmedicine #fy #fyp #foryourpage #showers #showertime #noteasy #hardwork

Pilot SANTAU Airport??? 😱😱😱 #abangcaptain #flysafe✈️ #juruterbangmalaysia #pilot #pilotlife #flyingmental #mentalflying #preparation #pilotpreparation #noteasy #shouldbeme

There's a reason why we own the world's only Hasbro-approved AOE replica of Optimus Prime🤙❤️ Nothing about this is easy. It takes drive, determination, skill, patience, luck, hard work, and a lot of help (from a lot of people) along the way 💪💙 But we earned it. Nothing was ever passed down to us 👍🙏 #optimusishere #trucktok #fyp #tiktok #optimusprime #transformers #transformerstok #rollout #skill #hardwork #noteasy