#laredomurdercenter #loveofmylife #missyou #gonetoosoon #malpractice #medicalnegligence #widow #widowsoftiktok #widowhood

My story 🖤✨🦋 #foryou #fyp #griefandloss #griefjourney #widow #widowsoftiktok #grief

I got a call about 20 minutes before they arrived, and was not expecting it, I decided to record a bit of my last moments with my husband’s truck. I know it’s just a material thing, but it just holds so many memories and still smells like him. ##widow##widowsoftiktok##addiction##recovery##husbandlossgrief##fyp##foryou##griefjourney##griefandloss##gonetoosoon##thegooddieyoung##youngwidow##fentanylkills##fentanylawarenss##lifeafterloss##husbandloss

Normalizing death 🖤 #grief #griefandloss #widow #widowsoftiktok #cancer #griefjourney #healing

It’s easy to judge someone when you haven’t walked in their shoes. My husband was a good man, a great man, a man that got trapped by a disease. My goal with sharing parts of my life and our it’s to help others. Someone’s life may look perfect from the outside but inside they may be struggling with something. My message that I would like people to get from my page, is to be kind, just be kind, be good, the world has way too much hate. ##widowsoftiktok##widow##husbandlossgrief##griefjourney##foryou##fyp##griefandloss##addiction##gonetoosoon##recovery##thegooddieyoung##youngwidow##fentanylkills##fentanylawarenss##lifeafterloss##husbandloss##fentanylcrisis

This song spoke to my soul, i hate addiction and all it stole from me. Thank you @Av for writing this song. #fyp #foryou #youngwidow #husbandloss #sharingmystorytohelpothers #widowsoftiktok #griefjourney #griefandloss #marines #gonetoosoon #fentanylawareness #addictionawareness #addiction

The story of us. I’m new to tiktok and don’t know what I’m doing but I tried! #rainbowbaby #fcancer #griefjourney #widowsoftiktok

These images don’t go away but we can make peace with them. ✨🖤 #widowsoftiktok #widow #griefandloss #griefjourney #cancer #foryou #fyp

🤡🥴 #readtheroom #candycrush10 #fypage #widowsoftiktok #griefjourney #youngwidow #singlemom

“Omg i absolutely love it! Thank you so much for the time you took to make this for me and my family.” #griefawareness #griefquotes #widowsoftiktok #widow #memorialart #keepsakegift #griefgift

But in all seriousness the gym has been my SAVING GRACE through the darkest days of my life. It has been my therapy, my outlet, & an obsession. • If you are going through a tough time I highly recommend joining a gym. • #widowhumor #youngwidow #grief #griefjourney #widow #widowsoftiktok #widowlife #youngwidow #widowjourney #myguardianangel #grieving #healing #healingjourney #jds #fyp #family #lifeafterloss #emotionalhealth #family #lifeafterloss #lifeafterlossofaspouse #lifeafterlossofahusband #grievingjourney #grievingwife #grievingmyhusband #grievingaloss #widowedby30 #fitness #gymtok #gymhumor

My dad passed about a month ago everyone thought his wife was a gold digger until she passed too #reddit #redditreelones #widowsoftiktok #hearthbroken #golddigger #golddiggertest #reddittruestories #redditstories #redditreadings #CapCut

“One year ago” reminders are hard but im thankful for the memories, so thankful. #husbandloss #foryou #fyp #widow #widowsoftiktok #lifeafterloss #fentanylkills #gonetoosoon #serenade #toddlersoftiktok #momtok #kindnessisfree #grief #griefjourney

Today, its now been 10yrs. If you want to hear more, check link in bio. #serendipitymd #widowsoftiktok #widower #widowlife

Oct. 20th marked 4 years... what you can’t see in this video is the compassionate, tender, loving care that so, so many people surrounded us with. Family members, dear friends, acquaintances, & strangers alike were the hands & feet of Jesus to us. And I will be forever grateful. I share my story to encourage you to keep going. Dandelion seeds don’t spread far & wide because they kept their blooms closed tightly when the rains come & never reopen. They gather their strength to bloom again. And many, many more sunny yellow blooms come from just one courageous dandelion. Keep going. And share your story ❤️ #Jesus #Yeshua #griefjourney #griefandloss #cancer #nutcarcinoma #nutcarcinomaawareness #healingprocess #widowsoftiktok #christianspeaker #womensdiscipleship

#youngwidow #militarywidow #widowsoftiktok #widowtok #widowlife #thoughts #widow #miltok #militarytiktok #militarydeath #goldstarwife #goldstarwidow #goldstarfamily #MickeyFriendsStayTrue #CVSPaperlessChallenge

“Perfect! I love it. Thank you so much.” #grief #memorialart #colorwithme #griefandloss #griefandlossjourney #widow #widowsoftiktok

I actually was surprised how well it worked i gave my mil and sister in law a mask to try cuz i was shocked how pretty my skin looked! Ill be getting more of these🙌 #foryou #fypage #fypシ゚viral #viral #foryoupage #glassskin #koreanskincare #sheetmask #widow #widowsoftiktok

No, we didn't all bond and get closer in our grief. #siblingloss #grief #soloparent #widowsoftiktok #griefjourney #widows #soloparenting #fyp

#promisemakunyane #myhusbandthismyhusbandthat #ownnarrativepodcastbypromise #melserrandsandconcierge #southafricatiktok🇿🇦 #SAMA28 #fyp #marriage #widowsoftiktok #youngwidow #death #podcast #youtube

Not a day goes by that you arent missed and thought of🤍 #fyp #foryou #foryoupage #addiction #youngwidow #widow #widowsoftiktok

#widow #widowsoftiktok #loss #StyleSnap #CODAduets

Chris loved when I sang this song. #widow #widowsoftiktok #CODAduets #sueco @sueco

My dad passed about a month ago everyone thought his wife was a gold digger until she passed too update #reddit #redditreelones #widowsoftiktok #hearthbroken #golddigger #golddiggertest #reddittruestories #redditstories #redditreadings #CapCut

I’m now reaching the point of my #griefjourney where I feel more willing and able to reflect on things. One of my aims for the year was to start journalling and whilst I never could have predicted needing this, I am so grateful that @The Honest Family (ad) gifted their grief guide to me 🤍 #grief #griefandloss #grieftok #widow #widowsoftiktok #journaling #fyp

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Being an adult is getting excited about stuff like this😂 have I gone and locked myself out to let myself back multiple times because i enjoy it so much. Yes. Yes i have. I have it set to automatically lock itself after 30 seconds, which definitely puts my mind at ease, knowing that even if I forget to lock the door that it will lock itself! ##fyp##foryou##foryoupage##widow##youngwidow##widowsoftiktok##fingerprintdoorlock##safety

The best husband and dad ever ❤️ I’m grateful to have experienced such pure love at such a young age 🥹🫶🏽 #widowsoftiktok #reallove

The struggles of a young widow.. #lifeofchelseabarbee #ofcoursechallenge #fyp #lifeafterloss #nc #momsoftiktok #youngwidow #momsunder30 #relatable #widowsoftiktok #spouselossawareness #griefjourney #healingjourney #mentalhealthmatters #suicideawareness #ptsdawareness #lifestruggles

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I used to drink … A LOT! 😳 Like, borderline binge drinking that started in college and didn’t really stop. Kids and a professional work life slowed me down, but prior to my LH Ian’s death, I was drinking a nightly glass of wine and 6-12ish drinks per weekend (2-3 or more / night).🥂 When Ian got cancer, he quit drinking, while I probably increased my consumption to cope. And when he died, let’s just say that it didn’t get much better. 🙃 As much as I used alcohol to numb my feelings and to escape the realities of widowed life, it made my situation so much worse. 🚫I felt depressed and unmotivated 🚫The dips of depression then triggered shame & anxiety, which 🚫Decreased my capacity to deal with my kid’s and my life So I made some changes. For the past four years since my husband’s death I generally stopped drinking on weeknights. But oh boy did I crave that glass of wine come Friday! 🍷 Weekends became my time to cut loose and consume. This worked for me, up to six about months ago. 🤔 I noticed that every Monday I was recovering from lack of sleep and clarity. My thoughts were cloudy. My energy … meh. By Thursday or Friday I’d feel “normal” again, just to repeat the cycle. 🌀 So I evaluated my relationship with alcohol again. I just completed one month sober. 👏🏼 (Not a lot, but for me it’s a first) I’m assessing if sobriety is for me. I don’t want to create a hard rule on drinking. I’d rather hold it lightly. 👐🏼 Yet treading the gray is hard. I struggle NOT to drink in social situations. 🎉 I feel like I make friends or family members uncomfortable, which is my own codependent pattern of needing others' approval (not on them!). I’m trying to drink intentionally. 🎯 Noticing the difference between when I desire to have a drink for a celebratory occasion — like my grandma’s 97th birthday versus when my body craves it. Let’s face it friends … 👉🏼 DRINKING IS AN ADDICTION! And I’m not afraid to name it. I’ve felt it. And if I want to be fully free — to live my sovereign truth … 👉🏼 Then I’m not sure I want alcohol dictating my decisions in life. This is all new to me so sharing with openness and curiosity. Would love to hear your thoughts! 👇🏼 #widowso#widowsoftiktok##widowi#youngwidow##griefo#grieftoko#griefjourneyn#grievingwifeo#griefcounselingo#griefcoacho#griefcommunityr#lifepurposel#losst#lifeafterlossg#healingg#healingjourneyn#griefandlossr#partnerlosse#griefmentorupport

“You can’t let him die!”😢 I told our oncologist, resting my hands on my pregnant belly. I couldn’t fathom a life without my husband – raising kids alone or having to date again; pretty much starting entirely over! But whether I wanted it or not, my worst nightmare came true. Ian died. 💔 I was forced to accept the new reality that I was given. … We lose SO MUCH with the death of a loved one. And it takes time to … 🖤 Grief the old life (what WAS) 🖤 Along with the the future life you envisioned (what COULD HAVE BEEN) 🖤 In order to fully invest in this new reality (what IS). Yet it’s in this void that we GAIN a RESET on life! ✨ … My late husband’s DEATH gave me LIFE! It was in his physical ABSENCE that: ❇️ I started sharing our story. ❇️ I wrote my book! ❇️ I fell in love with my new partner David. Because in loving Ian; and in losing him; he’s made me the woman I am today! And I FEEL this integrated into my soul and in my body at a cellular level! 🧬 … I get it … 😱 It can be scary to move forward — to love again, laugh again — I mean to really LIVE FULLY again because it feels like you’re abandoning your person. But this isn’t the case! ⛔ Your livelihood isn’t a tradeoff for their death. I’d actually argue that their death is your invitation to LIVE IT UP even more! Because it’s all connected! Through the natural cycle of LIFE - DEATH - and - REBIRTH! 🌿💀🦋 Nothing is ever lost. It’s just transferred. … So I invite you to open yourself up to magic. 🪄 Try out this perspective. Death kills a person … NOT a relationship. Your person will forever be a part of you. 💞 And their death is actually giving you life! I hold these beliefs and the work of integration incredibly dear to my heart. 🏝️ They will be the central theme of my Remembrance & Rebirth retreat in Tulum, Mexico this fall! If you want to learn more about healing in sisterhood as we honor our deceased and explore who we are now without them… 👉🏼 Head to the link in bi0 for the deets! 💖 Follow to live fully after loss 📤 Share with someone who this might inspire #widow #widowsoftiktok #grief #griefjourney #loss #copingwithgrief #griefandloss #youngwidow #widowsretreat #healthy

#stitch with @Jenny music helps me soooo much. Im also glad im not the only Widow who felt this way anout this album. This album is so heartbreaking but sooo therapeutic. Thank you @Taylor Swift Even tho these songs arent written specifically about Widowhood, you wrote these songs in such a way, that they can be heard from so many different perspectives. You’ve touched so many Widowed hearts with this album. 🫶🏻 #thetorturedpoetsdepartment #widowsoftiktok

It’s overwhelming to rebuild your life after loss. Your mind tries to plan and predict how it’s all going to work out. But the reality is that … It can’t! So instead of trying to figure it all out … Turn your fear into faith, your trepidation into trust, and your stress into surrender. Allow the story to unfold. Share with someone who this could serve🙏🏼 #gri#griefandlossi#griefi#griefjourneya#healingv#movingfowards#lossr#partnerlossl#solomomr#parentlossb#siblinglossi#childlossi#friendlossi#grievingd#widowi#grievingwifeu#youngwidowiefmentor #widowsoftiktok #widow

Alone… thats how life feels without him. There may be people around often but I feel ALONE, always! Mornings, days, nights, & everything in between. Nothing is the same without him. • #grief #griefjourney #widow #widowsoftiktok #widowedby30 #widowlife #youngwidow #widowjourney #widowhood #grievingjourney #grievingwife #myguardianangel #jds #healing #healingjourney #lifeafterloss #fyp #fypシ #family #emotionalhealth #lifeafterloss #lifeafterlossofaspouse #lifeafterlossofahusband #grievingjourney #grievingwife #grievingmyhusband #grievingaloss

Replying to @b1essedpatriot wait for me 🙏🏻❤️💪🏻 #AEJeansSoundOn #griefsupport #widowsoftiktok #momsoftiktok #toddlermom #singlemoms #widowed

#duet with @moore.than.a.housewife Happy Monday, friends. I’m still here! If you can’t laugh at yourself, well then…😬🤷🏻‍♀️😂 #widowsoftiktok #fypシ #momsover30 #griefjourney #toddlermom #widowtok #soloparent

Go get some!!!! #perfume #fyp #foryou #amazonmusthaves #amazonfinds #amazonperfume #perfumedupe #widow #widowsoftiktok #lifeafterloss #amazonfavorites

We always celebrate her by eating one of her favorite meals 💚 #pho #griefjourney #grief #serendipitymd #widowsoftiktok

So it’s was very quiet, you could still hear it, but not in a bad way, almost like white noise. I should’ve had this a long time ago, since I have three cats and a Dalmatian😳 ##fyp##foryou##foryoupage##youngwidow##widowsoftiktok

This is really happening friends! 🤯 PRE-SALE FOR MY BOOK IS OPEN! 📖 When I started sharing about my story of loss as a means to cover medical expenses for my husband’s cancer treatment on GoFundMe, I never in a million years would dream that it would end up getting published in a BOOK! LOVE & Grief weaves in my story of loss to give context to all of the lessons I’ve learned from navigating life after loss. It's the guide that I wish I had as a young widow covering how to cope with the big emotions of early grief, all the way to finding deep meaning and purpose in life thereafter. This book encompasses … ❤️‍🩹 My personal insights from surviving my husband’s death 📚 Teachings from my certification in grief education from @iamdavidkessler 🛠️ Applicable tools and tips that I use to guide clients in my coaching programs ✨ Beautiful mantras and quotes that provided me inspiration and hope during my darkest days 🖤 And a window into loving and losing my 32-year old husband Ian. I cannot express how YOU all have so much to do with making this book come to fruition. Had it not been for your kind words validating how much my story helped you heal, I would never have had the courage to keep sharing, start a coaching business or let alone publish all my lessons and insights in an actual book. Thank you SO much for being here to make this dream come true! 🙏🏼 It’s you and the amazing community we’ve built together that made this opportunity possible. Link is in my bio for the pre-sale!!! Tell me your thoughts on the title and cover! What do you think? #griefauthor #griefjourney #grief #widow #youngwidow #widowsoftiktok #griefbook #booktok #griefbooks #loss #griefandlove

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Replying to @sallyfairymom She was crying because I upset HER #soloparenting #widows #widowsoftiktok #grief #griefjourney #fyp

@serendipity.md @serendipity.md #griefandloss #griefjourney #widowersoftik #widower #widowsoftiktok #serendipitymd

✨ I turned my pain into purpose early on in my grief journey. For me, ALCHEMIZING the pain was easier than actually FEELING IT. 😢 We all know that we navigate grief differently. 🚨 But all too often, we still COMPARE ourselves to others. We use other’s experiences as our baseline and end up criticizing ourselves for: ▫️Moving forward too quickly ▫️Not moving at all ▫️Dating too soon ▫️Not wanting to date ever again ▫️Being too emotional ▫️Not feeling emotions at all The self-criticism and questioning creates so much unnecessary suffering.⚠️ 👉 What I’ve found in my own grief journey and in helping clients navigate theirs is how OWNING your unique grieving style can: 🤕 Reduce a lot of the suffering in grief and 🚀 Expedite healing and growth … By understanding your unique GIFTS and GAPS! 👉Our GIFT and our GAP are often one in the same. For instance, my GIFT of positivity → finding the silver lining and reframing my husband’s death as catalyst for growth & portal to purpose … Was also my GAP → pulling me out of my grief and preventing me from fully feeling the depths of my tragedy. By identifying my GIFT, I was able to validate my positivity and see it as an innate strength, instead of making it wrong (in cases where I compared my grief to other widows). By knowing my GAP, I brought awareness to my pain avoidant tendencies and identified the need to spend more time slowing down and feeling my emotions. ‼️ Knowing yourself is KEY not just in navigating grief … but in rebuilding your life. If you desire to dive into deep identity work, alongside integrating your loss and finding your purpose … 👉 Head to the link in my bio for details on my signature program THE RECLAMATION, where we rebuild a life that you’re ecstatic about post-loss.💓 (We kickoff on Tuesday!🎉) 👇Tell me, what is your GIFT and GAP? 💖 Follow to rebuild your life after loss 💌 She with some who this could support #widowsoftiktok #widow #y#widowd#youngwidowg#griefk#grieftoku#griefjourneyg#grievingwifeu#griefcounselinga#griefcoachm#griefcommunityp#lifepurposei#losse#lifeafterloss #healingj#healingjourneyd#griefandlossl#partnerlossn#griefmentorpport

Let me love you!!!!! #customerservice #widowsoftiktok #singlemomsoftiktok #asmr #asmrvideo #asmrtiktoks #cameos #fyp #fastaggressiveasmr #chaoticasmr #christmas #christmasaloneagain #christmasalone #christmasalone #christmasinfostercare

Replying to @sarahem123 thank you, come again. ✌🏻#widowsoftiktok #replytocomments #fypp #stopit #griefjourney #youngwidow

I'm screwed right? you can say it.. #fyp #widowsoftiktok #griefjourney #widows #soloparenting #widower #fyp #ford he thought his and hers matching beige fords was adorable.

I’ll repeat this till my face turns blue. #LifeofChelseaBarbee #content #fyp #MomsofTikTok #youngwidow #relatable #toxicinlaws #widowedwithkids #momsoftiktok #depressionanxiety #content #content #relatable #youngwidow #MomsofTikTok #widowsoftiktok #mentalhealthmatters #fyp #griefjourney #griefandloss #healingtrauma #healingjourney #spouselossawareness #widowstrong #widowwithchildren #toxicinlaws #boundaries #respectparents #inlawproblems

I married my new wife with my late wife’s wedding ring #reddit #CapCut #weddingring #widowsoftiktok #redditstories #weddingfail #redditreadings #reddittruestories #bridezillastory #redditreelones