Rant: The last 6 weeks have been incredibly overwhelming & a lot to handle. I do want to point out that even when I am this overwhelmed, it reminds me how beyond lucky I am to have you all. Youve made getting through the last weeks both emotionally and financially possible and I will never be able to thank you all enough But even when I do my best to make light of every situation online, it is almost crippling to navigate this all near single handedly. On the daily, I am navigating emails, volunteers & shifts being covered, applications, pleas for help, keeping everyone fed & fosters with supplies, keeping track of 48 cats in the rescue’s vetting needs, making those appointments. I dont remember the last time I cleared my text message & email notifcations. Ive never known the peace of what its like to be financially stable, so some of the worry is likely my own brain’s wiring. But I watch as my own chronic illness sucks my personal bank account dry. So even though we’ve somehow made it by, the stress of watching & navigating as two bank accounts quickly drain sometimes is just too much. Im nervous every second of the day. Its impossible to even post everything that goes on behind the scenes, I dont have time to make all the content. But the animals and myself still desperately need the medical care regardless of my time. I have so much we sre working on and want to do, amazing and beautiful things, but this week money just seems crippling and I absolutely hate it. For once I want to just get through a single day without financial stress and without turning away countless animals due to space, time, money, and my health. Im pushing through, but its hard not to break a little bit sometimes Thats all, I had to get off my chest to continue… Donations are always appreciated lol #catrescue #animalrescue #catsoftiktok #specialneedspets #disabledpets