I just want to be loved the way that I love I don’t understand why I’ve never had good luck with my love life but whenever it doesn’t work out all I ever do is tear myself apart. I always wonder maybe if I had been a little prettier he would’ve wanted me more maybe if I was smaller or even skinny he would’ve never left and it’s not fair for me to do that to myself. I don’t know why my brain is wired like that, but I can say that I am on a journey to better myself and love myself. #s#selflove