Let me start off by praising Allah swt, alhamdulillah wa allahuakbar. I grew up fatherless. No man other than my mother’s brothers as influences but only one stuck out. He was and is one of the most gentle souls, kind spoken and just so in love with Allah swt. See some may think my imaan comes from my mother but it was actually my uncle. His love for islam and how he share stories, hadiths with me is a core childhood memory for me. However my mother then moved to England and he started his own family. That distance made me feel like I’ll never experience a healthy male relationship again never mind marry a man to share a healthy marriage with. I grew up seeking the validation of men to absolutely disliking their compliments. Not sure what I’m trying to say but what I do know is i watched my uncle love his wife unapologetically and that is always what i craved. My lord never disappoints. I can’t wait to make my husband a dad so our offsprings can experience a love I never received ✨🫶🏻. Alhamdullilah 🥹 over and over