Dear self, I’m sorry that I hurt you, I chose to love others, but I never loved you. I knew you were afraid of rejection and I wanted to protect you, but instead I just let you be used. I would watch you cry in the closet every night. made you stay silent every time you had an issue. I know it hurt you every time people left but I would often say that it was all because of you. I never listened. See, I was taught that giving everything you had, even when you had nothing was love. The pastor told us God will be happy if we sacrifice ourselves even though Jesus did it for us. I knew you liked girls and I hated you for that. I knew you couldn’t change it and I hated you for that. I knew that you were broken and I hated you for that. I knew that you needed me, but never gave you that. And I’m sorry, I’ve been trying to make amends with my broken pieces. Trying to learn to let go and forgive me for leaving. I’ve been sitting down with God and we’ve been talking about you. He said, I’ll never find love if I don’t care about you. Yeah I know it’s hard to trust when people walk away. I know it’s hard for you to leave when you shouldn’t stay. But it’s OK. Learn to love yourself anyway…💜💎 #fyp #letter #selflove #foryoupage #foryou #imsorry