Sometimes i dont know who i even am anymore. Maybe its because i made to many bad choices bc of my own mental illness, maybe its because i lost my mother to soon. Maybe its people making an enemy out of keeping my peace, maybe its nothing. All i know is i didnt know all that would lead to that little kid losing their spark. What i would do to get it back. I dont remember who that kid is, but i want to. I wanna get to know who THEY are again. I hope im doing that everyday. I miss you kiddo. ❤️‍🩹