I’ve been absent for awhile and this is why. It’s been hard to show up and be myself when I’m going through such a difficult time. I started to let hopelessness set in. My words started to change from when I have a baby to if. I know I have to change this way of thinking and speak my rainbow baby into existence. I just can’t believe this happened again. I’ve been taking time to heal physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I’m getting better and rebuilding and strengthening my faith. My heart breaks for anyone who has gone through this. I will continue to heal with time and keep the faith that my rainbow will come after these storms 🌈 #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #infertility #infertilityjourney #pregnancyloss #pregnancylossawareness #rainbowbaby #pcos #pcosfighter #healing