till someone spits it in my face || crazy bec I be angry about it at first then the guilt hits me and I'm the most terrible human on earth for thinking so badly of someone #vent #ventart #ventdrawing #art #doodles #artist #drawing #mitski

this is all so stupid and might be hard to relate to but accepting and feeling worthy of love is so difficult for me, when someone is expressing their love it always feels like there's a catch to it, like they're trying to get me to trust them and be vulnerable enough for them to take advantage of me and hurt me later on. it triggers so much anxiety, I can't process that someone is genuinely capable of loving me for who I am, it either must be that they don't know me enough to hate me or they're lying about it to benefit from me somehow which is very stupid because I know for a fact that there are people who genuinely love and care about me but what can I say, quirky brain #vent #ventart #ventdrawing #artist #doodle #doodles #art

*cough cough hazbin hotel cough* #art #artist #drawing #doodles #doodle #hyperfixated #hyperfixation

crazy how you gave me the worst time of my life just because I didn't help around the house when I was sick yet you let them do whatever they want no matter how awful it is just because you know they won't let you do anything to them and forgive you the way I do #vent #ventart #drawing #art #doodles #doodle #artist #ventdrawing

to celebrate new years :3 #oc #originalcharacter #persona #drawing #doodle #doodles #artimprovement