PIXIE-ROSE DAY 16 you are surrounded by love and positivity š§āāļøš¹ Times like this Iām grateful my family is big, they have come together to support and shower us all in so much positivity and loveā¦ Today 2 of my sisters, mum and I sang one of our favourite songs to Pixie girlā¦ āYou are my Sunshineā . This is the most beautiful moment to remember she is so precious and so loved by all.. . The last few weeks I truly have realised how sheltered Iāve been having 3 perfectly healthy kids, never have I experienced something to this severityā¦ I have barely been allowed to hold her because itās to dangerous for her, she is full of lines from her bellybutton , down her throat on drops on both hands into her heart, lunges,stomach, she is on a ventilator for oxygen and currently breathing through a straw down her neckā¦ She also has something they call wet lunges and every 20 minutes she is getting a suction to suck out the mucus from her lungs so she doesnāt drown herself in it, she has one on one help 24 hours around the clockā¦ It makes me realise how lucky I am to have healthy babies it also makes me realise how many people have been through this silently strugglingā¦ I made a decision to celebrate her every day and share her journey as I know for me other stories have really helped me and given me information I would never of known if I didnāt share mine or go looking for answersā¦ If it helps someone else know there not alone and they too can be open I truly believe it can heal us and help us get through our traumas and hurtā¦ Something Iāve found interesting is people really avoid the real stuff that happens, the confronting things that life throws us, but as sad as it is this is life..āI was one of these peopleā . Iām proud of our little girl she is truly here to heal, connect and bring love and peaceā¦ . Iām grateful I get to spend these moments with you š«¶ . . . . #pixierose #sunshinecoastmumsandbubs #nicumum #niculife #nicubaby #bigfamily #familylove #sistersloveā¤ļø #auntylove #granbaby #heartbaby #nicujourney #ourbabies #nicufamily #sickbabygirl #realfamilies #realmotherhood #pixiebaby #2weeksold #cardiacbaby #youaremysunshine #sistersforever