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On January 19, 2023, 10 days after my life partner Alix was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and 6 days before he passed away, I recorded this video in the hospital parking lot before going inside. I watch this when I need a reminder of the strength I am able to muster up when I’m having an anxiety attack. Everything in me was slowly breaking in these moments, yet I had no idea the worst was yet to come. Less then 3 weeks after making this video I would also lose my daughter. Alix was my person. He was my Life Partner, my husband, my best friend. I never could have imagined a life without him in it so to navigate his passing then hers within 2 weeks of eachother absolutely broke me. What you see standing in front of you today is just a broken fragment of who I use to be. I have learned how to fake smiles and pretend that I’m fine, but in reality I’m just trying to remember to breathe. Btw my eyes turn green not blue. I was so fuxked in the head I didnt even know my colors. ##lifeafterloss##cancersucks##amel##lifepartner##widow##suicide##feliciaamel##felicialoalbomelendez##spreadingawareness##happyhope##fyp##grief##griefjourney##bullying##peptalk##anxiety
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