Love truly does blind you, u can't see the disrespect, the manipulation, gaslighting and so on. They manipulate you so bad that you feel that they are all you have and if you leave you'll have no one. It's like an addiction, you keep going back and forth to each other, back to the lies, back to how they usually are. It does really mess you up and future relationships up too. No one should have to go through that and I would never judge anyone that keeps going back. They continue to do what they want and it physically and mentally drains you because you can't yet walk away. You know they're not treating u the way they should but everything feels right with them, because of their words but not their actions. Worst part is not knowing if you should wait or just give up for your own good. but one day it'll get to the the end, it'll be the most weight lifting feeling, the heartache, betrayal and lies will finally fade away and you'll be a better version of yourself with a new life lesson. Love is worth a lot of things but not loosing yourself over. Always remember that cus I'm still learning & drained.🤍