Pregnancy is so weird, confusing, rewarding, scary and beautiful all at the same time. Ive gained almost 50 pounds, my body has changed so much and there are days I don’t recognize myself, that could quickly take a toll on someone however, im reminded daily that I’m still the same me, and constantly told how beautiful I still am even with new found stretch marks and so many changes to my body. There were many times I felt extremely guilty and like an awful mother because of how sick I was, or not having energy and missing my “old self” I often thought “how am I gonna be a good mom when I’m complaining about being pregnant” but I reaized that 80% of this pregnancy was absolutely beautiful and so cherished, its okay to have a few bad days, and its even okay to simply not like being pregnant, in my case for the most part I’ve loved it, but every person is different. With this pregnancy coming to an end I look back at how sick I was the first trimester, and feel so blessed to know that I’ve made it this far, with very few breakdowns, and our baby girl is so healthy, just a few more weeks till I get to physically hold her and see the little feet that keep me awake all night. #maternityphotoshoot #maternity #newmom #firsttimemom #mommatobe #pregnant #CapCut