a day in my life #stageivcancer #coloncancer #ovariancancer #terminalcancer #chemotherapy #colostomy #sideeffects #ostomate #dayinmylife #dayinthelife #fyp

GORDON RAMSAY! The biggest honor and the coolest night of my whole entire life. And for everyone who made this happen; I love you! @Gordon Ramsay #LuckyCatbyGordonRamsay #GordonRamsay #HellsKitchen #Miami #Cancer #StageIVCancer #TerminalCancer

If only I could…💔 #LunaZoeStrong #coldplay #childhoodcancer #braincancer #fixyou #hearbroken #cancersucks #terminalcancer

She was already in what they call “trapped” stage. She wasn’t talking, moving, but she could still hear & feel.. she was still a bit responsice here, she would react to touch, and sound. Looking back at this video, you could see her trying to see what we were doing. Since day one even as she became less responsive and fell into a “deeper sleep” and transitioned i would toak to her and explain everything until her last breath. I miss her so much! #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #Lunaseverglow #pediatricbraincancer #dmgtumor #childhoodcancer #grief #childloss #keepsake #imissyou #terminalcancer

🛁 it would mean a lot if you stay with me until the end :) #cancer #stageivcancer #japan #terminalcancer

This isnt to get pity, or for anyone tofeel sorry for me. What inhave learned is that grief feels so lonley, even with people around you. Child loss is the greatest pain anyone can expirence. Many may feel “embarrassed” to cry on the internet, but i dont. This is my reality, this is grief, this is real raw emotions that we shouldnt have to go through alone. If i can help anyone else who has lost a child feel less alone i think its worth it. This week has been the hardest of my life, and I know it wont get any easier. #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #LunasLight #grief #childloss #terminalcancer #hospice #griefjournal #childhoodcancer #pediatricbraincancer #cancersucks

Luna is still here, she continues to fight. The last few days have been rough.. Nothing and I mean nothing prepares you to see the process of death taking over your child’s tiny body. This may be heavy for some, but I beg you to read YOU have a choice. This is DMG, pediatric terminal brain cancer. Maybe if enough people would imagine it being their child we could make a change… together. Lunas body looks & feels so much more fragile. When I pick her up she is so light I can’t remember the last time she felt this light. I can feel all her tiny bones, through her back, her arms, her legs. Her temperature changes one moment she’ll feel cold the next she feels feverish. Her breathing & her heart rate have become irregular 💔 these two are a big sign it’s getting close. I can see her little chest sink and stop for a few seconds, seconds in which I find myself also holding my breath until I see her chest rise at times gasping for air and going into a different breathing pattern. Her heart rate will be in the 90s & suddenly drop to the 70s and goes back up. Although she’s been sleeping for almost 5 weeks she seems much more “asleep” her face is more relaxed. I fight my thoughts everyday, I feel sad and cry, somedays i am angry others the feeling of numbness takes over. This can’t be our reality this can’t be it, but it is. I won’t ever be the same, and I’ll forever be living this nightmare. No one, deserves to live this. Parents are NOT supposed to outlive their children. 💔 . I HATE you so deeply cancer. . #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #LunasLight #braincancerawareness #gograyinmay #pediatricbraincancer #dmg #dipg #childloss #hospice #terminalcancer #childhoodcancer #cancersucks #capcut

Somethings are not coincidence, i KNOW and I FEEL it. This was my baby girl sayijg hi 😭 I miss you!!!! #LunaZoeStrong #LunasEverglow #childhoodcancer #childhoodcancerawareness #gogold #signs #grief #childloss #terminalcancer #pediatricbraincancer #warrior #butterfly

i climbed a mountain with terminal cancer! #cancer #stageivcancer #camelbackmountain #terminalcancer #bucketlist #hopecord #fyp

Shes home, where she would want to be and where she belongs 💛🦋✨🌙 we will be getting her a custom urn soon ill be placing her in her temporary one in the next few days 💔😭 #LunaZoeStrong #lunaMunaBrave #LunasLight #childloss #grief #griefjourney #cremation #home #childhoodcancer #pediatricbraincancer #dmgtumor #braincancer #warrior #gonetoosoon #terminalcancer #forever4

#stageivcancer #terminalcancer #glowup

And somehow through it all she smiled… #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #Lunaseverglow #pediatricbraincancer #terminalcancer #grade4braincancer #childliss #grief #cancersucks #childhoodcancer #braintumor #dmgtumor #dipg #hospice #palliativecare

I miss my sweet girl so much, you didnt get to complete your list because brain cancer viciously took you way too soon. We will honor you and complete your list, you may not be here physically but in spirit I know youll join us 💛🦋🌙 #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #LunasLight #childloss #grief #encanto #dosoruguitas #butterflyenclosure #mariposa #bucketlist #childhoodcancer #pediatricbraincancer #terminalcancer #griefjourney #coralfully #Dmgtumor

my poem…my poetry! #cancer #stageivcancer #terminalcancer #bucketlist #writing #hopecore #poem #poetry #fyp

Universals was the last day of her Make-a-wish trip… she declined so much this day yet she smiled and danced. I remember getting on the life of pets ride and she was falling asleep regardless of the noise, movement or me trying to kneel her awake. She was fighting so much to stay awake. I immediately scared & knowing what the signs of this could mean got on the phone with her neurosurgery & we cut the day short to take her into the ED. I keep looking back at how much light she still radiated even coming up into her last weeks. A few days later after she would go into a deep sleep & never wake up again 💔 I MISS YOU!!! . . #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #LunasEverglow #pediatricbraincancer #terminalcancer #childhoodcancer #universalstudios #warrior #hero #dmg #braingtumor #dipg #childloss #grief #griefjourney #makeawish #memories

@Drew Barrymore wanna dance?:) #cancer #stageivcancef #terminalcancer #photography #photoshoot #rain #dance #fyp #drewbarrymore

Bucket list update! And a very busy and wild and fun day in my life:) #cancer #dayinmylife #stageivcancer #terminalcancer #stageivneedsmore #coloncancer #ovariancancer #terminalcancer #dayinthelife #fyp

Everything we (5 people!) ate at Lucky Cat, with prices :) #GordonRamsay #HellsKitchen #LuckyCatbyGordonRamsay #cancer #terminalcancer #fyp #dinner #whatieatinaday

You should simply wear a fun outfit and go see a Ghibli movie! #grwm #studioghibli #theboyandtheheron #cancer #terminalcancer #stageivcancer@AMC+

@LOUD LUXURY X DJ FRUIT SNACK😤 MORE TIME ON STAGE TO COME!!! In the meantime, the biggest and eternal thank you to Loud Luxury and the Fu¢k Cancer organization for setting up this amazing experience. So fun so cool so special :) AND we got to give back?! Luckiest girl in the world:) #stageivcancer #terminalcancer #stageivcancer #bucketlist #loudluxury #dj #edm #rave

This school year will be hard, people don’t talk about how hard the “nevers” are. The milestones your child will never have because they are gone. Luna should be starting TK today. Luna should have gone back to school shopping for the first time, share the joy with her siblings of picking her backpack with her favorite characters… she should be having this milestone. She should be getting up today with her siblings and walk holding hands with them into the school. Something we talked about and she wanted to be able to do so bad. She loves doing “homework” at home. She would call me “teacher mom” 🥹. Every drop off she would beg me to be able to go to school and I would say “soon mamas soon, it’s your turn next year” not knowing that shortly after she’s receive the devastating diagnosis … Brain cancer robbed Luna of many firsts, she will never go to school, she will never make friends. Brain cancer robbed her siblings from having their little sister go to school with them. They are grieving those firsts too. All my heart can do is ensure they have the support at the school that they’ll need to get through these first few months. Today I will only Load 2 of my children in the car instead of 3, and I will come home to an empty quiet house, alone…with my grief. . . #LunaZoeStrong #LunasEberglow #pediatricbraincancer #childhoodcancer #childloss #grief #backtoschool #siblingloss #gonetosoon #cancersucks #terminalcancer #imissyou #grieftalks

Today is now 3 months without you, it seems like an eternity in time but the pain is the same as the day you left. I go to sleep every night wishing that as my eyes open in the morning I see you next to me, and that I hear that “it’s morning time mom” in your sweet voice just like you always did and every morning I wake up to an empty spot in my bed and a silence that is louder than anything else. I miss you so much. #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #forever4 #gogold #childhoodcancerawareness #pediatricbraincancer #dmg #braintumor #terminalcancer #grief #childloss #warrior #fighter #imissyou #LunasEverglow.

I know she is smiling from where she is 💔 #imissyou #LunaZoeStrong #pediatricbraincancer #halloween #michealscraftstore #targetfinds #spookyseason #spookyvibes #spokkytown #childhoodcancer #terminalcancer #childloss #grief

My grief talks are something, I hope everyone knows, that i dont HAVE to share. I chiose to share, because i know how isolating & lonley grief can feel. I choose to share because i know i am not the first to lose a child and heartbreakingly wont be the last. There is no right or weong way to grieve, we all do it our own way and how best helps us through. What we can do is show empathy, kindness & love because those of us who have lost a child once were a parent who “couldnt imagine”. Life can change in an instant. #LunaZoeStrong #LunaMunaBrave #LunasEverglow #childloss #pediatricbraincancer #childhoodcancer #dmgtumor #grief #grieftalks #griefjourney #imissyou #lossandgrief #terminalcancer

#dontjudgeabookbyitscover I might #lookhealthy but I promise you I am not. I have #terminalcancer meaning there is no cure. But I’m choosing to spend my short #timeleft achieving something extremely hard, but #meaningful, and that’s breaking the #worldrecord in raising the most money EVER for charity for #running a #marathon . To achieve this I only ask for people to follow, you don’t need to donate. This will help the channel attract sponsors who will donate to #cancerresearch in exchange for me promoting their brand. This only works if the channel is huge. It seems too easy, but it does work. We raised over £100,000 last year. None of that money went anywhere near me. So don’t follow for me, follow for your #friendsandfamily

Let’s talk about it… sadly I have realized that support from most stops the moment your child dies. People stop checking in, people unfollow, people stop sharing and interacting. Not everyone but many do. Since I have been posting more about advocacy and Childloss I’ve seen numbers drop across the board. I honestly don’t care about that number in my personal life but when you are trying to advocate and raise awareness the more people hear and see the more impact you make, the more chances of CHANGE to happen. I rather have 100 supporters but my advocacy reaching millions. I am not a mother raising awareness for her fighting child anymore. I am a mother who is broken, angry that her child died because people look away. Because no one wants to see what childhood cancer really looks like. They want things sugar coated they don’t want to be uncomfortable. I’ve said this and I’ll say it again. It takes those who haven’t been personally affected by cancer to fight with us, to make our children’s voices louder!!! . To those who stay, to those who continue to support. You are seen you are appreciated. It’s because of YOU that our voices are starting to make changes. I ask you to never stop. We fight together! Thank you for saying our kids names, thank you for helping us keep their legacy alive 🫶🏻🦋🩵🌙✨ . EVERY child FIGHTING cancer, who FOUGHT, and will have to FIGHT matters!! #childhoodcancer #LunaZoeStrong #LunasEverglow #childhoodcancerawareness #gogold #truth #grief #childloss #terminalcancer #pediatricbraincancer #dmg #dipg #hospice #cancersucks #childhoodcancerawarenessmonth

Free soul vegan protein blend diary FREE gluten FREE no added sugar , no artificial colours . Formulated for ge unique nutritional needs of a woman !! 😀💕 #enhertuchemo #her2postivecancer #tumours #alkaline #alkalinebody #cancersucks #cancersurvivor #breastcancerawareness💕 #secondarybreastcancer #advancedbreastcancer #cancerstories #chemo #blogger #coldcapping #chemotherapy #alkalinesmoothie #cancerfighter #enhertu #terminalcancer

One year ago today, we took my then 3.5 year old daughter to the ER because we noticed soemthijg wasnt right. That day they found the “mass” that we would later find out it was the kost aggressive type of brain cancer, DMG, with a survival rate less than 1%. Luna fought so bravley against something that stripped her away slowly for a short 9 months. She will forever be 4 💔. Things need to change. My girl deserves to be here! We need better research! We need more funding for peditric cancers. #LunaZoeStrong #pediatricbraincancer #childhoodcancerawareness #gogold #forever4 #cancersucks #terminalcancer #grief #childloss

I miss you! Thank you for making the moon shine so bright tonight my Luna, and in blue one of your favorite colors 🩵🦋✨🌙🫶🏻 Te extraño mi bebe 💔 . . #LunaZoeStrong #childhoodcancer #gogold #bluemoon #iphone14promax #pediatricbraincancer #terminalcancer #grief #childloss #griefjourney

I’m not an expert, but here it is anyway 🥰 My lip routine. 🙌 This is the last lipstick I will ever need. Really. A sweet friend sent it to me in the mail, and I LOVE it. #lipsticktutorial #lipglosstutorial #waterprooflipstick #revlonlipliner #bestlipstick #bestlipliner #viralvideo #fyp #foryoupage #longwearmakeup #longwearlipliner #getreadywithme #longwearlipstick #makeupturorial #dollarstorelipgloss #dollarstoremakeup #grwm #liplinertutorial #makeupover40 #makeupforbeginners #makeupforolderwomen #waterprooflipstick #ecstilson #ecstilsonmakeup #bestland #bestlandlipsticks #bestlandlipstick #viralmakeuptutorial #makeuptutorial #cancertreatments #braintumor #melanoma #melanomaawareness #stage4cancer #stage4melanoma #terminal #terminalmelanoma #terminalcancer