Wayyyy out of my comfort zone 🤢 If you have mental helath, or adhd, anxiety, bipolar or any sort of mental health, you will undertsnad the absolute horrendous FEAR & terror in your tummy & heart, when it comes to opening your front door, let alone standing & talking to the whole of the world😳 Its only when videos go viral that you usually get hate, so when I have lower views it makes me feel more confident & when im on a “HIGH” I feel confident 😜 but I’m just as easily back down on a “low” as quick as you can click your fingers, so say for example, I can feel GREAT then something upset happens or i l’m remembered an upsetting time🥺 then 🫰 I’m down to serious heart ache 💔 & utter fear, & when you see hate or get hate on social media or in life in general, no matter how strong you are, or how strong you think someone is, hate will ALWAYS make someone feel utterly horrible within or about themselves, it causes fear & it causes severe upset panic anxiety & even more crucial, it at times horrifically takes someones life away & that should NOT be happening in this day & age! We should ALL be loved & respected all shapes, sizes noses, eyes, hair, skin colour, religion, gender etc no matter what we look like, NONE of that should matter to anyone (unless that person is a bad person as in 👿) but to everyone else that is decent, that should NOT be judged!!! & if you do judge then that’s on you, we shouldn’t let others horrible thoughts or words hurt us, fcuk them! & be you☺️ You must ALWAYS remember that there is something in our big kind, caring hearts, that hurt real bad at times, especially when others are horrible to or about us, I know how much that hurts if your on a low & struggling, I know how badly they words affect us, but please DON’t let words hurt, they are just words, allow good words to HEAL you, FOCUS ON THE POSITIVES & ONLY see the LOVE the GOOD the BEAUTIFUL LIFE & keep loving, keep living, keep laughing (even if you feel sad just smile, trust me it helps) & please just remember, we are good, decent, kind, beautiful souls, who love with purity & we are respectful, we are loved beyond belief from our loved ones & the universe☺️ It also shows the HUGE difference between my big loving heart & soul💕 compared to those who have hatful nasty negative hearts & souls , & I know which one I would rather be☺️ & which one my kids to be❤️ We really should live our beautiful lives the eay we want too, without hateful judging BS! But that will never happen, so we just need to Man up Princess 💪 & tell them to MOVE cause we are COMING THROUGH 🔥🔥🔥🔥 #thankyou #newdress #girly #pretty #stunnin #plussizeedition #plussizemodel #plussizetiktok #plussizequeen #plussizestyle #plussizeconfidence #weightlossjourneyuk #spotlight #fy