Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

Who know all these Lil Tecca songs ? ❤️ #fypシ #foryoupage #songsforedits #audioforedits #speedsongs #spedup #usethissound #edit #liltecca #ransom #ourtime #loveme

😩❤️😩Ten ostatni wieczór😩#dc #sis #pozytywniezwariowana #twins #zabawa #uśmiech #ourtime #love #uśmiechrobidzień #viral #dlaciebie #fypシ

Replying to @Bunnie Xo 🪄 TEAM BADDIES🪄💕💋 #love #support #girls #baddie #ourtime #justwatch #bigthings #letsgo #facts #realtalk #team #fypシ #truth

Living Rent Free In Their Heads #islandmafia #ourtime #2024 #floridabound #newlife #newyear #single #fyp

1 day vlog with my bestie from KL #bff #bestfriendgoal #sahabat #bestie #vlog #hangout #ourtime #fyp #happyvibes #vacation @Sisku Jelita HQ @Maivo.lovelife

อยากเก็บเวลานี้ไปนานๆ #ourtime @toon_nana #บ้านล่าตูน #TikTokคนบันเทิง #tiktok #lalabigflower 🌺🐻🥰

This has been magical for us 🫶 #backandforth #journal #kidsoftiktok #momsoftiktok #bonding #ourtime

Who can relate? #BackToSchool #itstime #ourtime

After 3 losses, our rainbow after the storm has arrived, brighter than ever 🌈❤️ Introducing, baby boo ❤️ #rainbowbaby #miscarriagesurvivor #pregnancyannouncement #pregnancy #ourbaby #miscarriageawareness #ourtime #fyp

She honestly makes me smile so much💕🥰shes the funniest little girl ever!! My baby🤞🏻 #funnybaby #daughter #motherdaughtertime #viral #mumanddaughter #duo #myhappiness #ourtime #milestones

Had a little costa and a walk and it was lovely. Even seen my auntie there too🥰🥰 #costa #daughter #motherdaughter #viral #mummydaughtertime #ourtime #getoutearly #earlybirds

WONGS BEDDING Boho Queen Quilt Set, Blue Purple Bohemian Queen Quilt Bedding Set, Lightweight Microfiber Bed Decor Bedspread for All Season 96"x90"(3 Pieces) #bedsheet #foryouall #foryoupage #hindisong #nepalimuser #love #petbird #petlover #birdlover #pets #kids #birds @Archu & Lori #kids #qualitytime #ourtime #refresh

รอให้เข็มนาฬิกาหมุนมาตรงกันไม่ไหว! ฟินจนอยากให้ถึงเวลาของเขาสองคนไวๆ วันเวลานำพาให้คนสองคนมาพบกัน ทว่าเป็นได้แค่เพื่อนเพราะต่างก็มีคนข้างกายอยู่แล้ว กระทั่งคืนวันผันผ่านจนได้เจอหน้าในอีกหลายปีถัดมา จึงขอชดเชยกันและกันที่ขาดหายไปในวันวานอีกครั้ง OUR TIME จนถึง ‘เวลา’ ของเรา ผู้เขียน : BELLE #OURTIME #จนถึงเวลาของเรา #นิยายวาย #แนะนําหนังสือ #booktok #อ่านตามtiktok #สถาพรบุ๊คส์

Play doh time! @Play-Doh #playdoh #playdohfun #playdohtime #craftsforkids #activitiesforkids #toddlermama #toddlermum #firsttimemum #ftm #firsttimemama #firstbaby #mydaughter #ourtime #mygirl #mamasgirl #23monthsold #growingup #minibestie #mydaughterismybestfriend

We always make sure to make time for us still! #mumanddadtime #datenight #mumanddadsnightoff #ourtime #mumanddaddatenight #toddlermum #toddlerdad #toddlerparents #ourgirl #brewskisheffield #brewski #foodie #tiktokfoodie #ginoclock #foodietok #canadianfood #canadiancuisine #toddler #tiktoktoddlers #toddlersoftiktok #almostwo #firsttimeparents #firsttimemum #firsttimedad #mumanddad #parentsoftiktok

@Ooh & Aah Cookies 10/10 would recommend! I think Martha approves too! #dinkycookies #dippingcookies #oohandaahcookies #cookies #familytime #mumanddaughter #mumandtoddlertiktok #girlmama #girlmum #ourtime #christmastreats #fyp #christmasactivities #christmaswithmydaughter #biscoff #bueno #whitechocolate #yummy #supercute #mygirl #mamasgirl

#อยากอยู่แบบนี้ไปนานๆ #ourtime

Chilled morning with us! #chilledmorning #pottytraining #grwm #grwu #ourmorning #toddler #getreadywithus #morningroutine #morningfun #almosttwo #turningtwo #23monthsold #mamasgirl #toddlersoftiktok #toddlertok #hiya #ftm #firsttimemama #firsttimemum #girlmum #motherdaughter #ourtime #fyp #poorlydays

baby "Dominic Ong Christy" me time an dulu sama mama papa ♥︎ #dominicongchristy #ourtime #familytime #fyp #fypシ #fypシ゚viral #fypage #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #celienlien

He keeps calling me bruv! #gangsta #ourtime #memories #postivevibes #parentsoftiktok #jimmy_vines

#Bahamas🇧🇸 #vacanta🏝️🏖️ #ErikDemeren #OurTime #barbiedoll #barbigirl #fyp #fypシ゚viral #foryou #foryoupage

Our Time - Lil Tecca [AMV/Edit] #edit #onepiece #naruto #liltecca #ourtime #fy #fypシ゚viral #animeedit #animetiktok

if we did rate my takeaway #chipshop #chippy #parklife #singledad #ourtime #chips

dad we need more followers #dothehustle #postivity #goodvibes ##ourtime #singledad #makingfriends

Replying to @sntrna_28 anda rasa saya ada masa rehat.. 😏😮‍💨#LIVEhighlights #suriasabahshoppingmall #outfit #TikTokLIVE #random #humor #kotakinabalu #familybonding #wanlagecy #kampungan #kakiviral #sabahan #fypシ゚viral #fypシ゚ #fypage #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #ourtime

go on son you know the score, we follow back !❤ so close to 36k, hope your all well #singledad #helpinghisdad #ourtime #myboy #nosepicker #fyp #famous

always that one guy #waterfight #keepingbusy #ourtime #memories #funnyguy #swimmingpool #fyp #day16

Love is a need. Spread love it heals the soul. This beautiful two piece night set can be purchased using link below. My man enjoyed this 🥰 the cheeks will be exposed so save it for your special person. Its him trusting me with his most valuable feature. I hooked bae up he will be back to my chop shop😊 #tiktokshop #affordable #twopieceset #nightset #valentinesdaygift #tlc #joy #laughter #loveisaneed #fyp #millenialcouple #loversandfriends #menwithbeards #hubbywifey #ourtime #qualitytime #itshimforme #baldandbearded #thatsmytype #linkbelow👇👇👇

we love this trend #ourtime #singledad #son #postivity