Ahhh where do I start??? I cried so hard making this. People think kids dont kno, they think certain things wont affect them. But in reality it does. This video sums up what i deal with on a daily! The day i got Promise back, she cried, it hurt my heart so bad i had to stop recording. We got in the car she was fine😌 i noticed while she sleeps she cries, she jumps, and she constantly wakes up to reassure herself im close by. I tried allowing her to sleep alone because for 2 years she never slept with me.. but every time she found her way in bed with me🥹 some days shes good. And some are a lot harder than others… when she lay down for bed before me she says “mommy lay down” ill say not yet baby. That upsets her. So of course ill lay next to her n then give a reason y i have to get up. The other day i was going outside , she looked at ne and said “mommy u coming back💔 that hurt so bad. So today as im dropping her at school per usual she begins to cry. She say mommy sit down. So i sat there. I hugged her and reassured to her in her ear that mommy is coming back. I didnt even kno her teacher(her mama) was taking pics. Wen she showed ne rhe pics my heart sink. N i said send ne thise now😂 all in all… love on ur kids because when tramatic things happen in their lives. All they want is the reassurance that u will never leave. I dont kno how long its going to take for her to understand mommy is not leaving again, but until then ima keep asking God to heal my baby. Because rhis is hurting me💔💔 God moved things around, He tore us apart only to get things in line for u to never get removed again…. Mommy love u Promise Williams‼️‼️ n im never leaving u again🩷🩷 #atpeacewitheverything #fypppppppppppppppppppppp #loveislove #iloveyou #momsoftiktok #girlmom #happy #mommyanddaughter #toddlersoftiktok #justus #singlemom