Majority of my days are sunshine and rainbows and positivity. But that small percentage of days that arent…are so hard sometimes. My Great Uncle posted all the pictures taken from the weekend to a Go0gle Photo Album for us all to see - and the candid pictures of me just shell shocked me. My arms are that big? That roll really hangs over my tank top line? I immediately weighed myself and then the scale flipped me off by showing a number so high that I’d never seen it before. Weight loss is hard. Body insecurities can be so hard. But we can be even harder on ourselves and thats where I’m at: Beating myself up and fighting the urge to b!nge eat. Ive done so good today - just trying to refocus my emotions into positive actions. Doesnt help that Aunt Flow is here causing my hormones to be fighting eachother. 😰 I am taking the rest of the night to look at what surrounds me, my amazing rockstar of a husband, our beautiful son, our adorable home, this glass of wine, and Wicked Tuna. May even watch Halloweentown, idk. Watch out. Tomorrow’s a new day. Lets recharge! #bodypositivity #weightlossishard #imstruggling #bodyimage #weightlossjourney