Recovered footage of my actual life 😭🤧🙃😎 truthfully, you have no idea. It’s a challenge. a competition I have with myself now. Let’s see how well I can mask today. I’m winning. I bet you’d never even guess. It’s better than allowing myself to think about the hugs, smiles, and talks that I’m missing. I can’t tell you how devastating this is💔 we need him back so so so badly. This hurts too much. The difference is, in reality I just keep screaming inside, while I smile and put on sunglasses and try to keep doing in hopes that I don’t miss the most important things with my love, my beautiful bear. This is the definition of agony. #w#warnockwarriorsw#weneedmalib#brokenf#feelsi#issavibem#maskingg#griefs#stronglikesisterk#keeptryingb#bearblessingsh#hurtslikehellg#gottakeepfighting