Replying to @peanutandluna1 ✨PLZ READ CAPTION✨loook.. this might seem dramatic or like its no big deal, like cmon? Alex, its only 3 days- yeah its only 3 days- but its 3 long days and long hours in a place that was (for many many years) mainly just a using ground of darkness and addiction, like- that house, that city, that area- it was all i knew and how i lived for so long, that was my life. (IF U WANT TO KNOW THE FULL STORY/how i ended up on H- ive added a LINK TO MY 5 PART SERIES i created recently, with many 5 star reviews, its a hard story and viewer discretion is advised, but im sure theres something in it that everyone will relate to both big and small) — but for years- i hid it well, keeping it hidden from most people- i was ashamed- from looking on the outside you wouldnt know- the makeup and mask i wore covered it- but underneath was a dark secret eating me up. When i decided 6 months ago on a whim to up and leave to england with no proper plan- i was in fight or flight mode- and i was done fighting the battle in Scotland - i needed a new start. And altho parts of england has been difficult (the relationship i entered into)- overall it was 1000% the best choice ive made in years. This trip home to scotland has given me that confidence again.. as for a couple months there while i was on my social media break, i wasnt doing well and i felt i was slipping a bit- but being back here and proving my strength to myself, has given me that fight again, so when back in england, no more wallowing and spiralling/slipping- im back, and im more ready than ever to succeed, be productive and happy. #fypシ #recovery #6monthslater #wedorecover #mystory #storytime #inspostories