Anthony Q clearly knows this pain💔 So hard to say goodbye, a piece of my heart in the sky Missing your smile, wishing for one more hug Your name brings me down, I wish you were still here Tears fall, thinking of your face Alanee Grace Payne 6/22/24 - 10/15/24 Journee Padgett 1/30/05 - 10/15/24 #drowsydriving #dontdrivedrowsy #godhelpmeplease #foreverthecrazy8 #memeewittlesugar #deathofachild #brokenheart #accident #babiesoftiktok #babiesfirstchristmas #rip #christmasinheaven #f #journeepadgett #grandbaby #notfair #imissyou #foreverinmyheart #memeewittlesugar #deathofachild #momsoftiktok #alaneegrace #broken #godhelpme #listofthingsineverthoughtidsay #griefjourney #grief #mourning #AlaneeGrace #ForeverInMyHeart #CherishedMoments #AngelBaby #5stagesofgrief #stagesofgrief #grievingprocess #grievingjourney #acceptance #denial #bargaining #depression #anger #coping #lifeafterloss #lifeafterchildloss #fyp #imgettingstronger #godsgrace #amazinggrace #mercy #ismile #EmotionalMusic #MissingYou #AnthonyQLyrics #GriefHealing #still #here #homecoming #homecomingcourt2024

Just 8 days before Journee and Alanee went to heaven, we shared this precious moment in the kitchen on October 7th, 2024. I was supposed to be making dinner, but instead, I spent 30 minutes recording Alanee, mesmerized by her every giggle, smile, and expression. Alanee had so much to say that evening our conversation was full of love and laughter. I’m so grateful I stopped everything to just be with her. Best use of my time ever. 💕 Alanee Grace Payne 6/22/24 - 10/15/24 Journee Padgett 1/30/05 - 10/15/24 #drowsydriving #dontdrivedrowsy #godhelpmeplease #foreverthecrazy8 #memeewittlesugar #deathofachild #brokenheart #accident #babiesoftiktok #babiesfirstchristmas #rip #christmasinheaven #f #journeepadgett #grandbaby #notfair #imissyou #foreverinmyheart #memee #deathofachild #momsoftiktok #alaneegrace #broken #godhelpme #listofthingsineverthoughtidsay #griefjourney #grief #mourning #AlaneeGrace #ForeverInMyHeart #CherishedMoments #AngelBaby #5stagesofgrief #stagesofgrief #grievingprocess #grievingjourney #acceptance #denial #bargaining #depression #anger #coping #lifeafterloss #lifeafterchildloss #fyp #imgettingstronger #godsgrace #amazinggrace #mercy #ismile #ipromise #monica #tell #on #them #who #did #it #dont #mess #with #memeessugarpie #bestfriends #longtalks #bestie #istillsmile #well #be #together #again #somesweetday #fyp #imgettingstronger #truelove

Throwback to Thursday, October 10, 2024 – little Alanee Grace, fresh out of a bath, happy as could be despite being so congested. She was never fussy, just pure joy. We were sitting on the living room floor, her tiny legs resting on mine, laughing and talking... until the blowout of all blowouts. Diaper disaster right after her bath, all the way up her back. I'd give anything to change another diaper, to have one more moment together, to snuggle this Christmas. I miss you so much, Alanee. And you, too, Journee. 💔 Alanee Grace Payne 6/22/24 - 10/15/24 Journee Padgett 1/30/05 - 10/15/24 #itsnotchristmas #without #you #by #my #side #drowsydriving #dontdrivedrowsy #godhelpmeplease #foreverthecrazy8 #memeewittlesugar #deathofachild #brokenheart #accident #babiesoftiktok #babiesfirstchristmas #rip #christmasinheaven #f #journeepadgett #grandbaby #notfair #imissyou #foreverinmyheart #memeewittlesugar #deathofachild #momsoftiktok #alaneegrace #broken #godhelpme #listofthingsineverthoughtidsay #griefjourney #grief #mourning #AlaneeGrace #ForeverInMyHeart #CherishedMoments #AngelBaby #5stagesofgrief #stagesofgrief #grievingprocess #grievingjourney #acceptance #denial #bargaining #depression #anger #coping #lifeafterloss #lifeafterchildloss #fyp #imgettingstronger #godsgrace #amazinggrace #mercy #ismile