8months in 8months out, now l’ve spent longer grieving than the time he existed. It’s a pretty hard pill to swallow, I’ve been dreading reaching this point. I’ve now felt pain longer than the joy of knowing he was there, it’s a tough reality. And to say l’ve been struggling since giving birth is an understatement. So this day feels really tough but it’s the reality we face. You should be here right now and it sucks. I will never get tired of the memories I have of you, there may not be many and there should be many more but the ones I have, I will hold close in my heart and replay them over and over again. You are so beautiful and so perfect, my Uri ✨ #8monthspostpartum #8monthsold #babyloss #babyboy #babyinheaven #imissyou #grief #griefjourney #grievingmother #grievingprocess #34weeker #ptsdhealing #stillborn #stillbirth #stillbornstillloved #motherhood #healingjourney