Papa 🫶🏻🥹 . My life is like a series of chapters, except every chapter do not come gracefully after one end. Every chapter would come jenga-ed with another. Every chapter would forcefully shove me through a door, into another realm of civilised brutality in which the only helpline I could dial to was myself. A door that would mean having to morph into a person I was not ready to be, in which forced me to be 18 when I was only 11, taught me to be everything I needed to be to keep myself and family together. . There was never a point I could give up life, not because I didnt want to, but because I wasnt given a choice. My perpetual love/hate relationship with Fate is finally coming into a resolution, in which my adult mind now could finally extrapolate events that happened and why it was tested upon me. . You would have been there for me, no matter what bad choices i've made. You would have loved me more than anyone else who has ever loved me. You would have protected me from anyone who wants to hurt me. You would have done all you could to make me happy. Though u missed too many milestones in my life - my graduations,my first job,my first gig, my first car, I still hope to see u someday. Hope everything is good up there. I miss you🫶🏻 . . . . . #CapCut #daddysgirl #memories #fyp