May 1st, or Labor Day, will always be special because it's your birthday. When May 1st comes around, I suddenly find myself thinking, what if you were still here? Would we be close? Maybe not just close, but best friends, even. There's so much regret because why did the Lord take you so soon? But that's just life, I guess. Until now, I still don't know the answer, why? I can't specifically say "I miss you" because we never really had the chance to bond since you passed away when I was just one year old. But according to Mom's (grandma) stories and your friends, you were the kindest, most trustworthy, and friendliest person they knew. How I wish I could have experienced and felt your love as my mother. How I wish you were still alive to see your kind, handsome, and beautiful grandchildren. Happy Birthday, Mom. Though you've been gone for 29 years. I carry your memory in my heart, cherishing the brief time we had together. See you when the time comes. #motherloss #deadmom #grieveingdaughter #griefandloss #birthdayinheaven #fyp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp