Replying to @سبحان the energy you show for a revert who has actually learned all of the fard , how to pray, 15 surahs memorised , a semi good understanding of the deen and sunnah (all on my own with no help or encouragement) of saw is crazy. All these reverts on here cant even say the shahadah without help 2-3 years on lol may Allah guide you to be better examples for us who do it all alone