When the dreamy “we brought home a baby” energy wears off at 3 weeks, the night shifts start to feel a lot longer, more tense, and somewhat anxiety filled. All of a sudden we arent as fast to bounce up when he wakes, we’re rock paper scissoring who is going to change the diaper to start the night feed routine. Not going to lie we’re both struggling to keep our eyes and body awake and alert. Yes, i fell asleep in the mid roll out of bed position and my shoulder hated me for it. Caleb was rocking khai for 15 minutes in the dark before he noticed and woke me up to crawl back into bed, avoiding the huge splash i spilt right before i tried to roll out. We out here just surviving, as most of us are in this blissful newborn stage. All is well, we know this is temporary and are grateful to lean on one another through the challenging first month! —— #postpartum #newborn #newbornbaby #newbornroutine #postparrumbody #fyp #foryourpage #postpartumjourney #secondbaby #ivfjourney #ivfwarrior #momsover30 #dadsover30 #breastfedbabe #breastfeedingjourney #breastfedbabieslike