Its wasnt supposed to be this short. Your lives were stolen. Violently. Senselessly. You didn’t deserve that. I woild trade places with you if I could boys. I’d give up my life to allow you two to live yours. Daddy didn’t deserve that either. That POS could’ve walked away, could’ve left but instead he chose to act on his anger in such a tragic way that took three lives. Two of those lives were my boys. My sons. Time hasn’t healed shit. I still wake up thinking of your last moments, begging the universe to wake me from my nightmare. Asking to give you back and take me and daddy instead you two and him. God i just want my life back. This life I’m trying to live is just dark and grey. Even on days where I somehow actually belly laugh, I still find myself crying at the end of it. You three could make anyone laugh and i should be laughing with you. #justice4thehintts #benhintt #basshintt #drewhintt #lifeafterloss #childloss #widow