All of the effort, to be cheated on, lied to, betrayed, to not feel like im enough, id rather just focus on myself. Yes, i LOVE love… but im tired. I may hate being single, i may hate being alone, but at least no one can hurt me but myself. Im such a lover girl, i love so hard. Im a hopeless romantic. But to feel that pain again - its something i never want to feel. Ever. Again.