21 days ago.. you suddenly passed away & my entire world just stopped.. hardly to accept but this is my 1st time posting about u.. there were a lot of memorable pictures & videos to post but for me, these were your last 2 happiest days, & i wish there were more.. my last vid edit of u was just ur birthday 2 weeks ago.. & i didnt realize how difficult it is for me to make this vid.. it may seem just a normal day already but little did they know.. im feeling guilty of the days where i don't cry bc it makes me think im forgetting u having moments of panic when i realize i'll never see u again there were places i'd take u for fun now it's triggering me leaving ur bed & toys where they were cos i can't get myself to move them knowing that i'll have to miss u for longer than i've ever know feeling angry that life should keep going forward while im still grieving however, im thankful we had a sweet chance to say goodbye to u knowing that these goodbyes meant to be "seeing u again after 2 weeks" "next next week nalang kita papaliguan ha" but little did i know.. it's already our last goodbye kisses i just lost my 1st pet 2yrs ago.. & i cant think of loosing one again but i still got you!!! & here i am.. again.. still in shock thinking that i just lost my 2nd pet too.. im just thinking that God knows I can't do it alone, so He sent me beautiful angel.. again.. to make things and life bearable 🤟🏻 i made my self so sooo busy the past days but still on my quiet days.. i miss u a little louder it's going to be okay 🤟🏻 but it's going to be different thank you for spending ur last 2 happiest days with us and the vid above is the proof for that. i love you so much my playful & sweetest namnam 🤍🦮 see u again.. ok?